feel how I do right now- but that won't stop me from being an anxious piss baby.
I used to drive around Holland or bike and feel one part angsty one part exhilarated two parts full. Now I drive around and I am confused because I don't feel like I belong here anymore.
But I haven't settled in to Alma fully, so I feel I'm in purgatory. I haven't even let my leg hair fly free in Alma. I haven't let myself open up to people because I feel I should carry myself and not rely on others and I'm scared.
At least I have Boo to cuddle right now. Why am I not with Sophi and Thomas and Dylan right now. whaaat
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